in the mood", Selasa, Februari 06, 2007

The Suffocating Room

Have you ever been inside a very very small room? This room is so small, and the ceiling is so low, that all you can do is sitting and bending your legs, folding your arms to hug your body. And the only movement you can is with your head, to look at the darkness or to hide in between your arms. The air is so bad that, everytime you inhale, it feels like there is a big foam blocking your airway. There!! You feel trapped! You try to focus on a single light, coming from any crack in the wall, but the darkness is so overwhelming that every vision you have is blurred. And you fear, for something that you can't figure out, because your mind feels numb. The only thing happens in your mind, and your heart and your body, is the desire to escape.

At that moment, every laughter becomes more sinister, every finger-point pushes you further to the corner, and every demand parts you from your own self-will. Until you realize, that every unfriendly act is a struggle to come out of the black box of fear. And that we all, for the moment, are in our own suffocating rooms.

6 Comments:

At Rab Feb 07, 04:54:00 PM GMT+1, Anonymous Anonim said...

This is exactly what I feel right now..... trapped.

 
At Kam Feb 08, 06:04:00 PM GMT+1, Blogger peregrin said...

sorry to hear that ... hope it's getting better soon!

 
At Jum Feb 09, 08:24:00 PM GMT+1, Anonymous Anonim said...

hope you'll get better soon, too...

 
At Jum Feb 09, 08:27:00 PM GMT+1, Blogger peregrin said...

udah kok mbak, udah baik skr :-) ... udah semangat kerja lagi, pingin cepat selesai :-)

tenkyu ya

 
At Min Feb 11, 04:40:00 PM GMT+1, Blogger I said...

i've been there, suffocating, groping my way around....

we are survivors, anyhow, aight?

long live capricorns! heheh

ijul

 
At Sen Feb 12, 09:53:00 AM GMT+1, Blogger peregrin said...

long live capricorns Jul! haha... kalau ada capricorns yg bukan survivors, pasti ada yg salah tuh, barangkali penanggalannya zaman dulu pernah berubah shg kepribadiannya jd tidak tepat hahhaha.... :-D ... betul khan mbak wiwik? *wink...
bercandaa :-D

Anyway, thanks ya Jul. And nice to hear from you. Piye kabare skr? email2 yah :-)

 

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